Dark foreboding clouds swirl over me, misery, pain, seething hate cloud my judgement at my every turn.
Black is all i see, nothing at the end of my tunnel but darkness awaits, misery, pain, anguish form a web throughout my senses,
Causing judgement and actions to be foreboding and dark.
Emotions are now turned off leaving a shell of numbness , uncaring, spite full contempt are left in place to form whats left of an outer shell of a once great man and father.
The future is more of the same, nothing shines for me only darkness and misery are my new light.
Like a lump of coal my life has now become useless , they say diamonds shine beneath the b